my brain

1. graduated UNAS
2. escaped PMDK (fk unej, FKG unej, FKG ub, Faculty of Dentistry Airlangga University)
3. escaped SNMPTN (fk Unair, Faculty of Dentistry Airlangga University, fk uns, FKG unej)
4. savings must be more than that now let could make music studio / distro
5. or saving for college again (legal / political)

bismillah. ALL WILL BE REALIZED. amin!

ignorance overcome me
was again unable to run the brain when a person touches the god of love in this heart
ignore the taste and crashed into lust
feel instantly ignored
the blood binds a name hoping his name forever bound in hemoglobin
also ignored the fact imaginable
supple hands god of love can’t be dismissed her to get out of this heart
stupidity started to hit. trapped in a toxic world. namely love
understand the brain lie. But heart still remove the lie
time goes on. lie increasingly felt
silent silent silent! Not a morsel, but know little about the lie
trust never existed. Missing!
Trying to remove the name from hemoglobin that is holy!
Brain trying to erase.
Trying to eliminate the document about her
but the god of love to hold that name!
Instantly this self collide!
myself was full of blood
decorate tears cheek
pursed lips could not smile at all
the blood stream
feels sore
Oh God! I’m stuck! Your stuck in a mirage!
Trapped in Your unreality

Strange title? yeah. It has nothing to do with this paper. This silence of the night to make self want to write something. I don’t know what to write. My eyes can’t sleep, even though the body has been exhausted.

A little my views on life. Often I discuss life in everyday life, with friends, best friends and even on this blog too. Why do we live? To have fun? dissipate? Spending time in the world with any thing?

Really stupid people who have such thoughts. Life is only a mirage. This mirage has been written in verses of the Quran. What you‘re after in life? It is only the afterlife. Hereafter a perfect, beautiful paradise, free from the Fire. It was the dream of all people.

Important is the wealth of treasure to pursue the afterlife? Actually the answer is there are two kinds. It can be said is important and not. Important because God loves those who try to find the world BUT do not forget about the afterlife, as well as property wealth is not for an unlawful purpose, and better if some of these treasures given to those in need. So the establishment of a word ‘mutual assistance’ fellow human beings who are very had been instructed by God.

And the second is not important when it is said that, if the search for treasure in the world’s wealth by unlawful means for the unlawful purposes. Arrogant with their wealth, forget God, forget the obligations of Allah. So that being said not a high priority. They have deify money. That includes deeds envious.

What is life to seek popularity? Obviously not, indeed we live to seek popularity. However, the popularity in the way of Allah. Not on the street who are not of His teachings. For example, we can ask people to do good. Popular because of our good and because of our goodness, we can pass on to others.

Life is just a mirage. Except for the afterlife. The world is only temporary haven, while residence forever hereafter. So keep the attitude in this world, not to turn from his teachings. His obligation. And His commandments :)

Life is strange. Living in a mirage can‘t make myself go into things in the wish. Hesitated often, confusion, doubt. God determines everything, but this is only the human hat violates what has become a requirement of God to go to real life. Just can’t sin, without ever grateful for favors from Him. But, in fact humans are very loving Him = ‘)

I often violate thy commandments. Often, too You give warning to small things. Admit fault, and admit all the misdeeds I had done. God, the world is so tempting, a lot of things I want to achieve. The brain is full of this world, until the road was very You hate me through. Wrong? yes, I know. But I was never a perfect human. Trying to improve the command shall thy. However, it is complicated tuk away thy ban. One thing that I managed to remove, arrogant nature. Thank you for lowering my world through my parents who still know the religion. Slowly and gradually it’s changing self. Give a beautiful way to heaven you, my Lord. Amen. I love thee, my Lord, God: ‘)

What’s wrong with this school? nothing. I just wanted to tell you about my class. I’m sad, because soon we’re separated. In third grade, we will not become one again, yeah at random. And I really hate it. Because I’ve loved the class XI Science 2.

indeed, we only know each other about a year. However, we feel like brothers. Learning together, laughing together, crying, laughter, joy are all in our class. Here we can exchange opinions. We were very compact. But, why the sudden we separated? I LOVE MY CLASS!

there are 41 students in the class. I’ll tell you one by one my friends. Really, they are very cool to be a companion in arms. hahahah. but not now. because I am very tired. hehe. I promise if there spare time and a fantastic idea I’ll tell them all =) thanks friends!! =D

before you start something with someone new, new things or should have an Introduction. Now, I’ll Introduce myself. my name is Amalia H Pruth. My friends call me, Amel. I was a student at one senior high school in Indonesia. I come from Indonesia. Precisely in the town of Sidoarjo, East Java. I was the last class in senior high school level. Some months I’ll take the state exam, I would determine pass or fail. Enough of my friends. Follow my blog and enjoy with my blog, please! =)